dream #4

okay so usually i remember more and more of my dream as i type it out so that’s what i’m gonna do. sorry if it’s kind of all over the place.

the dream begins in this apocalyptic world where there are zombies that search for people in groups to kill. i was with my cousin in this dream, and we’re just going from house to house trying to find food and a place to stay for the night. we found one decent-sized house that we decided to stay in for the night. we first checked the place out to make sure there was no zombies hiding around in an unchecked room. after we were satisfied that there was no zombies we hunkered down. i began to search the cabinets for food, but i wasn’t able to find any. i quickly realized that we needed to find a source of food fast or we were going to starve. there was a knock on the door and my cousin and I were so scared because we thought we were the only ones left alive. we opened the door to find some rando dude who was begging us to make a trade. he was impossibly skinny which led me to believe that he was having the same issue we were experiencing–lack of food. i agreed to making a trade, but i told him that all i had was two pennies. he begged me for them and me being the nice and trusting gorl that i am i allowed the trade to happen. in return he gave me this tiny, shriveled up walnut and i was like, “dude what the heck are we supposed to do with a walnut??” and he just laughed and said, “I gotta survive somehow..” and away he went. i felt so bamboozled and angry because not only were we left with a walnut for food, we were also left penniless. i’m not really sure what the pennies would do for us food-wise, but i felt that they were important to me. after that ridiculous exchange we decided that we weren’t going to stay at this house, especially since we had no food and no money. we ditched the place and went outside to hop in our decked out zombie-killing truck. we drove off into this purple mist and that was the end of the dream.

as far as dreams go this was probably my most normal one lol. to interpret my dream i would have to say that there is someone in my life that i’m trusting and they are gonna screw me over in the end. also i don’t know why but all my dreams have me dealing with a toxic person wtf lol.

my playlist ;)

  • Santeria by Sublime (favorite song of all time!!!)
  • Beautiful Disaster by 311
  • Addicted by Saving Abel
  • What I got by Sublime
  • Somebody told me by the killers
  • Scar Tissue by Red Hot Chili Peppers
  • Paint it black by The Rolling Stones
  • Chelsea Dagger by The Fratellis
  • Wrong way by Sublime
  • The Joker by Steve Miller Band

update plus dream #3

okay so i decided to take a lil break today and call into work & school because i got an IUD implant and it freakin hurt my tummy. also i may have accidentally spent 7 hours at my boyfriends house but let’s not talk about that lmao. anywayyyyy i had a multiple part dream last night again!!! except this time it was kinda scary.


basically i started out where i was this therapist speaking with this young child. i was asking about what happened because i could tell that he was disturbed by something. he told me that he had been having these really scary dreams. i later found out that his father was a serial killer and the child had witnessed everything. so i spent like the whole part of my dream trying to protect and save this child, and in the end he ended up being a little psychopath and he killed someone after i get the child’s father in jail. then my dream switched and i was in this giant auditorium. this whole place was black and there was a projection on the stage of stars. i began walking around and the auditorium began to morph into a spaceship. i noticed i wasn’t alone in the spaceship. this woman and i knew each other somehow. we were discussing how we were going to escape this place because for some reason it wasn’t safe for us to be there for too long. i decided that the only way to escape was to grab my keys and unlock this chain that was holding up these two ginormous crates. then when they fell and crashed to the ground, catching the attention of whatever we were afraid of, we could run out into space and be safe. i began unlocking the locks on the chain, and for some reason there was like 10 locks that i had to unlock so you know it was extremely suspenseful and i was STRESSED. anyway, long story short–we escaped quickly after it crashed. space was so incredibly beautiful. the sky was this gorgeous purple and the stars were impossibly bright. we flew out into space and we felt safe. there was a bunch of random planets that we decided to visit. one was earth, another was tiny, and another was just a giant jungle planet.

okay so to interpret the first part of my dream i would have to say that i’m trying to help someone in my life that’s actually toxic and is gonna end up hurting themselves or someone else. as for the second part of my dream, i think that it’s a mixture of me trying to solve my problems but feeling stressed and overwhelmed. i think that the planets and space/spaceship was also a morph of stress and that one rick and morty episode where they go around to different places because they’re outlaws. (i had just watched that episode lmaoooo)

dream #2

so i don’t really remember my dream last night, but i do remember one dream that i had a few nights ago because it was a wild ride from start to end. basically it began with me at my work, walmart, and my shift just ended so i’m in the parking lot at night walking back to my car. i notice a guy that is just standing around and staring at me. i’m a little creeped out, but it is walmart so i’m not too surprised. i continue walking, but after a little while i hear footsteps behind me. my heart starts pounding and i turn around and it’s that same guy coming towards me. i get so scared that i begin running to my car and when i make it to my car i look around for the guy but he’s not there anymore. i calm myself down because i figure he must’ve left since i made it to my car safely. i begin to leave the parking lot and head home, but then i notice two headlights from a car behind me. i don’t know how i know, but i KNEW that it was the same guy and he had come to kill me. i notice that he’s driving wildly and there’s people running and screaming away from his car. For some reason i just knew that he’d be chasing me, and the only way to survive was to hide from him. so i got my mom and we decided to travel away from oklahoma. the first place we went was this place that had a carnival 24/7. i remember seeing the big boat ride and obviously every carnival had a ferris wheel. we walked around the place for a while, but eventually we decided that it was just too noisy and the place wasn’t for us. the second location we decided to go to was France. we were walking through this hotel and it had beautiful statues and fountains and the ground was covered in white, sparkly tiles. my mom and i looked at each other and we knew this was the place where we were going to stay. we chose our room and got our key, and decided that we were going to explore the city a bit. we walked downtown at night and the lighting was weird. it wasn’t completely dark but it was kind of dimmed. the city was so beautiful at night. we decided to stay here for the rest of our lives, and we felt completely safe from that man. we just knew that he would never be able to find us, and we felt completely at peace.


okay so basically i was in reasor’s shopping for my family, except it wasn’t actually my real-life family. these were people that i didn’t really know, but i guess in my dream they were my family. anyway my aunt had short poofy brown hair and she was wanting me to purchase some noodles for her to eat, but i really didn’t understand why she couldn’t just purchase it herself. she also said that she wanted a dish towel that was red and had the coca-cola logo on it. i looked and looked, but was unable to find either within the time-frame that i had. she was so annoyed with me, but she pretended that everything was fine. i got back to my hotel after i finished shopping at reasor’s i decided to take a shower. the bathroom was so beautiful and spacious. i took a nice, hot shower and i finish and decide to go to the pool and swim. i don’t really know why i would take a shower and then go to the pool, but i’m not gonna question it because it’s a dream. the second part of my dream i was in this beautiful green dress that was sparkly. i was in new york, but there’s a crisis happening around the state. there was this major tsunami and the whole state was flooded by water. all of the skyscraper buildings were basically almost submerged in water. a few lucky survivors were just hanging on to the building through this rope that was holding us up. i was at the very bottom of the rope, and i watched as my friend felt weak and fell from the rope. i was so devastated that i swung low and i was just crying and screaming. all of the commotion caught the attention of this gigantic shark and it swam up and just devoured me whole. the third part of my dream i was in the ruins of new york, and i was with this guy that i had a very strong connection with. we were just discussing if there were any survivors out there, and where they would be. he stated that there were none, and that he’s been all around and it’s all the same. suddenly he gives me a note, and tells me that he’s going to have to leave me alone out here. i was so angry because i didn’t want to be alone. he motioned towards the note, and that’s when i read what it said. it said “don’t look now, but there’s someone on the building next to us with a gun.” i was terrified, but i played it cool. we slowly walked to the opposite building and when we finally made it we dove down so that we were hidden. the guy that had the gun was in all black, and as soon as we jumped down he began chasing us. he dove down with us but we were saved by this woman who created a door that we could use to teleport away from there. she had black hair and a purple streak on the right side of her hair. she was actually so freaking cool. anyway, sadly this is when my alarm woke me up and the dream ended there.

basically what i think that the last dream meant is that i felt like my whole world is crumbling down, and i feel like i’m losing a close friend. i’m gonna be real and say that i have no idea what the first part of my dream meant. it is super random and i have no idea how to interpret it.