okay so last night i had a full blown nightmare and i woke up in a cold sweat at 3am and i wrote down the dream in my notes, but i haven’t been able to type it up all day. so anyway here’s how it goes;

I was working at Walmart and my friends and I were joking around while we were working. All of a sudden we decided to go to this party and we all got drunk and we left the building down this really creepy spiral staircase and there was no railing on the staircase so it would be extremely easy to fall down, which is exactly what happened to my friend. He fell all the way to the bottom of the stairs and we raced down to check on him. Once I realized that he was alive and okay I decided to walk up a few steps and just wait while he regains his balance and everything. All my friends were helping him and making sure that he’s okay except for one that was playing with my hair. I looked closer and I noticed that all four of my friends from Walmart are over by the guy that fell, but if that was the case I was wondering who the hell was caressing my hair. Instead of feeling safe I get this immediate sense of panic and my heart starts racing. I call out, “Show me your hands…” and instead of a reply I can feel the hands run through my hair again. This time I glance around and I first notice a pair of dirty feet. When I look up I see a woman with green eyes, her dilated pupils staring right at me. She lets out this screech and that’s when I wake up, terrified and sweating.

I did some research and the best thing that i could come up with to interpret this is that possibly I’m repressing some feelings, and I’m not being true to myself. This is represented by the pair of green eyes from that woman. I think it means that I’m afraid of my true emotions or afraid of who I really am??